Some candles burn brighter than others and their light is extinguished far too soon. Others burn less intensely but upon inspection you wish they were extinguished sooner so that you might move on to chasing the next star.
And these are the moments that make up a life.
The challenge that comes with being done is the talking some people do feels like noisy chatter in your ear.
If you are not part of the solution you are part of the problem. That means I will find a way to let you go about your business.
Tired of doing all the heavy lifting on my own and having to share decision making.
Woke up this morning thinking about how hard I work and how little I get in return. It is not right and not something I have to put up with.
It is not about whether it is fair or not, it is about deciding to make a change because I can.
You reach a point where you either move or you don’t.
If I told you it feels like I am close to moving back where I belong you might ask where that is. I’d say it is probably one of roughly three places that I have lived in and that this would be the second go around.
Course nothing is certain until it is so we’ll just see what life decides to throw at us.
Oh hell it suddenly got busy here. Still don’t want to put the cart before the horse but damn if that old feeling isn’t coming around to visit.
Might have to buy a lottery ticket.
Activity levels have increased dramatically and some of these things are truly exciting, but I don’t want to put the cart before the horse.
The other shoe has dropped so many times it is hard not to expect it but it is also hard not to believe every no has put me one step closer to the yes I am looking for.
Worked so damn hard to get where I was and twice as hard to get back what I had.
And then it fell apart but this time I think it is going to be better because of the foundation that exists now that didn’t then.
Won’t say more or add more specifics to any of it yet because of the whole cart before the horse, but I will say that hard work and an ounce of luck have done more to get me through this last period than anything else.
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