And then came the moment where you remembered that you were on your own because even those who really want to be there for you couldn’t do more than they were.
And that was ok because you couldn’t ask it of them nor were you sure you wanted it. But still it was nice to think about.
But you wondered about a million things and made a point to think about how much of it all was/is about who you are because ultimately you have to be responsible for your life and your happiness.
Sometimes life is simple and sometimes it is complicated but regardless of where you draw the line it comes back to you taking responsibility for yourself whether you like it or not.
So you can be upset, you can feel like you are doing it all on your own and you might be, but that is just how it goes sometimes. And you are the one to decide if you are going to happy or not.